

hey there delilah,rewrite,love is a word that i dont use very often its a word i thought id never say before nearing my own coffin but i did and now i feel stupid this game is riggedhey there delilah,rewrite,
everytime i get up and admit to my emotions i get screwed over time after time by having to much devotion man this blows im feeling like a damned emo my hearts beating slow
ooooooooooh why cant life be easy oooooooooh why does it keep hurting me oooooooooooh when even i could see thaaaaaaaaaaaat it would hurt me it would hurt me
whenever i look up look up to the stars  


her whoi loved mostmy heart hurts and it has for four years. when it first got empty i lost lots of tears. after that i always tried not to get attached. since nothing ever seems to last. hoped that night i left my last tear. but everytime i go see her grave they re-appear. when she left me i thought it wasnt real. then i was at the all time low of how i feel. why did they take what i treasured most. there is no one like her from coast to coast. some say she will live on in memory but i cant feel smell or touch her but only see why did she have to die the only thing that still makes mher whoi loved most


fearsi dont have a lot of fears atleast that i know of when im around her most of the known ones fade for love most except the fear of rejection therefor fear of not receiving affection together with the fear of not being needed the fear of having a broken heart and not being able to treat it i cant beat these fears by myself i really need some help maybe the one that i like a little bit more will give me a helping hand we might see but i cant count on just a maybe i really dont know why im behaving like such a moron especially since on most things my heart is pretty strfears


memories of a lonely soulmemories of a lonely soulmemories of a lonely soul
how alone im feeling all by myself misunderstood in need of some help looking around but there's nobody there to care nobody to care can be seen anywhere every day i grow a little colder now if somebody needs my help id turn them the cold shoulder but im starting to realize that thats the wrong way that its not the way i should stay starting to see that i shouldnt treat them like they treated me should let my heart grow warm once again i just want someone to love like then cause when it was time for her to go my heart warmth we


breaking..words unable to speak, fading memories, broken thoughts, shatterd hearts... who's fault it is, I don't care.. just help me fix them,breaking..
if you don't, it won't be fair.. it won't remain fixed, they'll break just as quick as I mend them.. they'll fade even further to a place I don't want them.. hatred, stupidity, weakness, jealousy, ignoring them is hard, but I still tried.. though they grab on to me, conquer me, devour me, untill I destroy everything myself... I fight it, I try, though no one helps.. no one sees, no one cares, no one.. no one..
Ik wil je wat vertellen..
wil je weten wat.. ?
ja he ^^
nou.. het is niet zo moeilijk.. het zijn maar 4 woordjes..
Weet je het al ?
nee ? ja?
nja ik zeg het toch maar ^^
IK HOU VAN JOU
Zo ..
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We'll wear our scars like medals of hope - Atreyu
a little more than 6 ours, and then I can give you a hug ^^
<3 love ya
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We'll wear our scars like medals of hope - Atreyu
I Love you ! <3
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We'll wear our scars like medals of hope - Atreyu
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"If I don't hold a sword I can't protect you...
If I hold a sword I can't embrase you."
Bleach volume 5
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'Let me light up the Sky, light up for you, let me tell you why.. I would die for you ..let me light up the sky.. - yellowcard
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